After so many flashbacks, it seems like a breaking-the-rules now to consider this post as a forecast. But, it's not - like the flashbacks related to the past - telling what will happen in the future. This is the main thing, that should become clear. It's not possible to state, what is going to happen soon. You can suggest, you can suppose, you can try to lend... but in the end, it can turn out in a totally different way. Forecasts are based on feelings, on thoughts, on wishes, ... But you never know, how it will turn out in the end.

I am trying to think about all the different ways, how it could turn out. How my future will be. But how should I know, in which forms it will be shaped in the end? There are hundreds, thousands, millions of possibilities, how things could finally be. Nobody will ever be able to think of all possible ways. So... Why do I not just take action and try to find out, how it will be in the end? Not to think about it over and over, knowing that you never will see the future in your mind, as long as you are not in that situation.

But there is something, holding me back taking action. Maybe it's the fear of taking the wrong steps into a false direction. But how can you know without trying? It might be the challenge to put this thoughts into action. Again.

So I am pretty curious, how everything will turn out in the end. So you see, it's pretty much easier to do flashbacks than forecasts.

1 comment:

Kiri said...

It's hard to know what the future will bring us. I suppose we have to find out, take the risk, make mistakes, etc